Friday, September 30, 2011

Depressed,Stressed,ENd up I cried!!!

Seriously speaking,
I do not know what had happened to me.
I am totally worried about someone and i cant think of anything.
And it almost drive me crazy when i think of this.

I just want to make things right but somehow i failed to do so.
I admit that i had make many mistakes in my life and maybe a bad decision ..
But,why is my life never be in the way i want it to be.
Now,i am just so stressed and that is the main reason i wrote this blog this morning and i am crying while i am blogging.

Maybe i was borned to cry ,cry and cry .

Because i am too weak to speak up about certain things ..
And why do everybody seems not to care about me, even the person i love the most..maybe there is no one in this world love me the most or maybe i was borned not to be the person that someone love the most and maybe it will never be..

And maybe that is what i am hoping for but the real thing is that it will never happen to anyone maybe or maybe i am the one who failed to love myself more than the person i love the most..or maybe i really dream to be in fairytale story while i am walking on earth.

LIfe has got nothing to do with happiness but sadness..
I just felt like i could not stand it anymore..

Maybe i should just DIE!
Maybe i should just DIE!
Maybe i should just DIE!
Maybe i should just DIE!

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Biarkan aku bersama Tuhanku



Biarkan mata ini penat menangis
Biarkan diri ini diam membisu
Tidak perlu seorang pun tahu
jangan pernah tanya kemana aku


Biar dugaan-dugaan ini
menikan-nikam jiwa ini
biar berparut sana sini
agar dapat ku dekati
Pemberi dugaan ini

Sudah..
biarkan aku bersama Tuhanku
Biarkan aku meluah hampa kepadaNya
Dia saja yang memahami segala tangisan aku
Segala tangisan jiwaku

Jangan pernah bertanya padaku
jangan pernah ganggu aku
aku benci kepalsuan
aku benci kepura-puraan
moga diriku murah dgn kemaafan
dan dilimpahi dengan rahmat Tuhan
untuk kembali mengumpul kekuatan
di sepanjang perjalanan..
menempuhi kehidupan..

Lukisan jiwa,
Anis
_Biarkan aku bersama Tuhanku_

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Jika Bagimu




jika bagimu,
Tiada lagi erti hidup,
Biar aku menjadi ertinya,
Biar aku menjadi saktinya,
Pengubat jiwa yang lara

Dan hati ini seakan-akan berbicara
Bilakah akan tiba
Penantian kita
Aku sudah rebah
Ditelan jiwa

Dan tiada erti tanpa jiwa
Biarkanlah aku cipta bahagia
Walaupun hanya seketika
Agar bisa mengubat jiwa
Biar tegar atas segala

Lukisan jiwa,
NUR ANIS BTE NORDIN
~Ikhlas daripada hati ini~

Sunday, May 15, 2011

I really dont know


i want this floppy red hat.


I really dont know what happened to me ..
I am so happy at first but as time goes by my happiness had decreased bit my bit.
I am not sure what is happening but maybe because it does not happen as 100% as I wish.
Now,i am really focusing on my future.
My mind keep thinking on what i shall do NEXT,NEXT and next.
I am happy that i have some plan for my future also for my 5 years future or maybe 2-3 years future or maybe a year later.
But,everything that had happened had make me think twice,thrice..and so on..
I hope things would get better but it is just a week and i dont know.
Maybe things might change in the end but i really hope that i could still put things in the right order and keep things manageable.

I really dont know over this.May Allah give me guidance in everything i do.
i nearly hopeless but i am gaining it back..

and I AM BACK!!!

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Imagine Cup 2011






The Microsoft Imagine Cup 2011 had leaved me a lot of memories that i will never forget in my life.
Being an outstanding person there and be the presenter and met all the corporate leaders and make them your fiend is something that is unbelievable.

I am in Excalibur team(the only girl in the team),a team that represents UTM and managed to get into the TOP 6 in Malaysia.Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..Subhanallah..

I had met many friend there and i am happy to gain many friends and on the last day before i entered the airport i wish something would happen and change my life forever and it almost happens.

4-6 may 2011
Anis in Sarawak

Thanks a lot Dr.Shukor Bin Abdul Razak

Today 12 May 2011,i had been visited by my supervisor,Dr.Shukor from my faculty to supervised my practical training session.

And i am amazed that he is so young coz i never meet him before this and i taught he is around 40's coz he got the DR title.
Wow,
At first,when i looked at him,i thing that stuck to my mind is that "He must be an outstanding person"..And he is!!

Yes,he has such a great personality when he talks.
That is why i respect him so much.
He thinks the way a successful person thinks and what the book of successful person on earth had written in their book coz i read a lot of book by successful peoples from all over the world.

I totally agree with his advices.Sometimes,we just need to go beyond the rules because it is annoying to us in order to gain success.
I like ur principle and that makes us (students)go stronger each day to face the difficulties in life.

And a successful person does not need to be a person that obey the rules 100% (the world rules)..
And a problematic students does not necessarily will be an unsuccessful person BCOZ if u look at Bill Gates.he is not a student from Oxford yet he is a billionaire Guyz!!!

So,Guyz..whatever others think about u,u are who you wanna be and go on with whatever things that u had set to achieve in your life BCOZ

You live in this world individually to cope with your life and to overcome the challenges by your own.So,Guyz..Move on..GO GUYZ..REACH THE TOP..

I like to be ambitious me and i dont care what others think of me..
Whether they think i am crazy or i am out of my mind..
They still stand there and stick there BUT
I had move on with my life and i am reaching the TOP but they still stand there at the same place that will never goes for a better changes.
I am happy i had met DR.Shukor and listened to his advices.
Thanks a lot Dr.Shukor.May every single wishes come true in your life and may Allah always bless you.

I am a brave girl and i know what i am heading to
And no one can stop me accept the ONly ONE who creates me,Allah..
ALhamdulillah ya Allah..

By,
Juliette Rosalind Maryland..

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Sometimes

Sometimes,i am not sure why there will always be something that i had to solve through out the semester.It is like problem solving never ends and there will always be cries and cries ...

Sometimes,i felt so sick over everything and why do all the FAKENESS people is around me.

I just cant see their face anymore.


Sometimes, there are too much of stabbing your back that make your life so hard to move on because it had influenced your mind even for 1 percent.
But,people,please...
I beg u..
You are a human too,right..
So,please..
Do not stab other peoples behind their back.

It is really hurts when it comes into something that can determine their future.
Please do not make others life harder because you as a human can feel the same thing if you put yourself in their shoes.

And just keep in mind that
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.


You do something to make people have a hard time in their life,Allah will returns it back right to you.TO YOU..and one else but YOU and YOUUUUU
So please...for those that had ruined my life,please do not do this to me anymore.
I am so sick to hear all those rubbish that u had said.

Let me have the life that i wanna be.
And all of us are just the same.
All the success is not determined by us, eventhough we had work hard like we will die tomorrow.
So,all of us have that equal chances and do not stop other people's chances to gain success and happiness in their life.

Because u might just be a clown to be kicked out of this world into the dustbin that will be sent for disposal.

Sincerely from me,
Juliette

Monday, April 11, 2011

sedih pilu


Hujan jatuh ke bumi
Seperti air mata yang tak pernah kering di pipi
Menjadi lopak yang sering dikunjungi
Bila sedih pilu di hati ini
Terpendam sendiri
Tanpa siapa mengetahui
Hanya aku dan Dia sendiri.

(Oh angin...
Sampaikan salam ku padanya
yang sedih pilu.
.)

by,
Anis
11 April 2011
4pm

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Gullivers Travel




Last night,i had watched "Gullivers Travel" and I cried.
BECAUSE
the ending is too sweet.
I wish i could have that ending in my life.
I hope it would be real for me.
It is just too sweet.
OMG, I will not forget this story in my life.
I believe in fairytales and fantasy.
I really wish that it comes true and i know that it will always be.

I had wanted to be in fairytale all the time in my life.

OMG,I wish i could have that story in my life..

Too SWEET and too FANTASY..


That makes my life happy
and
live happily ever ever after.

Peace,
Juliette Rosalind Maryland.

why do sometimes I????

Sometimes
in my life,
i wish for something
and i wish it comes true immediately
Without realizing that i should be working
patiently

Sometimes
in my life
i wish that i could do everything i wanna do
perfectly
but actually it is impossible

i cant be perfect
and i will never be

Sometimes
in my life
i was thinking to make everyone happy
but am i happy?

Sometimes
life gets busier than ever
And i forget who am I actually

Sometimes
there is something u taught in your mind
but it is just stick there
because it will be worse
if u reveal the taught

And sometimes
life is just about trying hard to be able to survive
in a beehive
where everyone gets crazy
to achieve what they wanna be
But

Most importantly
it is all about trying to be happy
with everything that u have daily

And sometimes
i wonder why
Am I in this path
Which i think it is wrong
but i try to be strong

cause i know that it is not wrong
it is just life challenges
But why do sometimes I????

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Terimalah air mata ini



Kadang-kadang
Terdetik di hati
Macam nak mati
Kan lagi senang hati

Hidup pun banyak ujian itu ini
Perit
Tak nak hidup lagi
Nak mati

Tapi
Aku harap aku sabar lagi
Tolonglah ya Allah
Aku lemah sangat ni
Janganlah Engkau menguji diri ini
Dengan ujian yang aku asyik tangisi

Aku sendiri
Tidak sanggup melihat diri
Pikir itu ini
Tolonglah ya Allah

KepadaMu,aku serahkan takdir ini
Ampunkan dosaku,ya Allah
Sesungguhnya
hambaMu ini
amat mengharapkan belasMu ya Allah

Dan andai itu juga yang Engkau kehendaki
Siapalah aku untuk memungkiri
Sedangkan ENgkau Maha Mengetahui
Tapi tolong jangan biarkan aku sendiri
aku teramat memerlukanMu
Setiap detik nafas ini
Hanyalah untuk mencari
RedhaMu Illahi

Terimalah air mata ini
sebagai tanda ikhlasnya hati
daripada hambaMu yang lemah ini,
nur anis bte nordin

Friday, March 18, 2011

A touching story

Today is 18 March 2011...

And today i went to work as usual and came back at 5pm.When i reached at my room,

Again,as usual,i turned on the radio to listen to my favorite channel which is FlyFm.

At the moment i am listening to the DJ,they are conducting a session where they receives a call from this guy and this guy wanna win this girl's heart after 13 years of waiting for her and searching for her all around the world.

So,FlyFm are trying to connect them together.This is why i really love FlyFm.
They are connecting lovers from all over the world.

Wow,i am so touched with the loyalties that this guy had given to this girl.But,unfortunately,this girl already has a boyfriend and she said to this guy that they do wanna get married someday.BUt in the end she said"kalau ada jodoh",seems like not sure,so,i hope this guy have 100% chances to be the best man over her.

OMG,at the moment when the girl said that,i got the feeling that ,this guy must be broken hearted like crazy coz 13 years is so long and meantime, he met this girl,he received that saying from the girl's mouth.

OMG,i am so touched,i wanna cry.
And it was on air,so,this guy asked the girl"Would u marry me????"
And the girl answered "I cant give u the answer now."

I am not sure but in my point of view,i think this guy had put this girl in a dilemma eventhough this girl is in love with her boyfriend for 3 years.
But,the loyalties that had been shown by this guy had opened up her eyes to think twice or maybe thrice before making any decision.

I am not sure girl.If i were you,i would have chosen the guy that had waited for me for 13 years.
It is a very long time.
And he also said that even if you are getting married with your boyfriend,he is gonna wait for you ,even if you are OPAH(a grandmother in malay language).And he said that the best man win...huhu..

OMG,he is so loyal and that is what all the ladies are searching for.

Dear girl
,Think wisely.Listen to your heart and do whatever things that your heart is saying.
I dont want you to regret this moment by letting go of the guy that had waited for you for 13 years,13 years!!!!13 years...DO u ever wonder how patient he is???


Yours sincerely,
NUR ANIS
@jULIETTE

Saturday, March 12, 2011

ASP.NET Workshop

Alhamdulillah ya Allah.
I am so happy today because the ASP.NET Workshop is running smoothly and there is a lot of participants until there is not enough seat.

Oh ya Allah,Alhamdulillah.

Actually,i was the event organizer for this event and i am kinda worried abt the number of participants thats gonna attend it.

Alhamdulillah,it is a lot and there are some messaging me that they could not attend and at that moment the seat is already not enough.

Alhamdulillah,i am so happy.
The lesson that i got is that when u share the knowledge with others,i fellt like it is great to be a teacher or a lecturer coz when they got the knowledge,u felt satisfied.

Million thanks to Lim Shang Yi,Jovian Tan and Tamimi Haji Tamby.
Also not forgotten Chen Jie Lim..
Thanks a lot.

Alhamdulillah,
NUR ANIS BTE NORDIN

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Imagine Cup Workshop

On 26th and 27th February, i am attending an Imagine Cup Workshop at Microsoft Auditorium at Level 29,Tower 2,KLCC.
It was really amazing.

We have a session on Windows Phone 7 and Windows Azure.
The most unforgotten is the Windows Azure session coz it is kinds new to me and i dont get use to it,thus,
my friend,Jovian Tan and me were in a blur mode for a while.
But,we got through everything smoothly by the end of the workshop.

And at night,we enjoyed ourselves going around KL (Lowyat and Bintang Walk).

Everything is so ordinary in KL.I mean ,we dont have to be surprised if we saw a few persons were doing the street dance or break dance.

And i dunno,in my point of view,it is kinda funny when they are dancing coz maybe they are not the experts and they tried to show off in public.

But,after all,i respect them,for having such a very good determination and very brave to perform something that they have to the public.

On 27th,i felt kinda sad coz i am leaving and i miss every moments with all the Microsoft Student Partners Malaysia.

May all of us could be among the best team for Imagine Cup Competition.

I hope my Team Excalibur will be on the Local Finals Competition.Luv Excalibur..=)

Lots of Luv,
Anis

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Perpisahan yang berpanjangan...


Titis titis hujan



Titis titis hujan
menjadi teman
seiring perjalanan
dengan air mata berguguran

Seakan -akan awan
yang mendung kegelapan
kerana sebuah harapan
yang tersadai di kuburan

kerana sebuah ikatan
yang akan meleraikan sebuah persahabatan
yang membiarkan aku keseorangan
yang membiarkan aku kesepian

biarkanlah aku keseorangan
jangan pernah tinggalkan pesan
saat kita di persimpangan
itulah detik perpisahan

kau, aku dan lambaian
dan perpisahan yang berpanjangan
menemani aku di sepanjang jalan
dan mungkin itu takdir Tuhan

Siapalah aku
untuk melawan
ku doa diriku
sentiasa dalam keredhaan
Keredhaan yang menbuahkan ketenangan

atas perpisahan
yang berpanjangan...

Biarkanlah aku keseorangan
tanpa teman


By,
Juliette Rosalind Maryland.
24 feb 2011
6pm

Satu Tekad




Saat Hujan terhenti
Saat itu
Aku tekad
Dengan satu jasad

Aku nekad
Dengan satu niat
Aku akan pergi
dan jika perlu
Aku tidak akan kembali

Jangan pernah menyesali
Kerana aku tidak pernah berjanji
untuk kembali...

by,
Juliette Rosalind Maryland
24 Feb 2011
6pm

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

FORBIDDEN AND FORGIVEN


I ALWAYZ WISH THAT I COULD SEE THE FULL BRIGHT MOON EACH NIGHT AND DAYS IN MY LIFE..
AND WHEN I LOOK UP THE SKY..IT IS FULL WITH STARTS..SHINE ON ME...=)

i AM NOT SURE
whats GOING WRONG??
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE AT THE WRONG PLACES AND TIME!!!
MAYBE IT IS JUST MY FEELINGS...

i AM NOT SURE
I WONDER HOW
I COULD BE IN THIS WAY
OH YA ALLAH,WHY ? why? WHY?
FORGIVE ME YA ALLAH
FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!
I ONLY HAVE YOU AND ONLY YOU CAN HELP ME...
only You..
And No one else..

I AM SO SAD
SOLVE THIS.. SOLVE THAT..I CANT DO IT BY MY OWN
I NEED YOUR HELP
PLEASE HELP ME YA ALLAH..


OH,YA ALLAH...
WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT??
I DONT WANNA FEEL SO DOWN
BUT KINDA EVRYTHING IS GOING HERE AND THERE
I WISH I COULD FIND THE SOLUTIONS FOR EVERYTHING
BUT WHO AM I?

i AM JUST A LITTLE , LITTLE PEOPLE HERE
NO ONE CARES,AND NO ONE SHOULD CARES ABOUT..
I WANNA GO FAR AWAY FROM HERE
IF I HAD GOT THE CHANCE TO DO SO
WATCHING THE BRIGHT FULL MOON TONIGHT
LOOKING UP THE SKY
STARING AT THE STARS
AS THE STARS ARE LOOKING BACK AT ME
AND I WILL KEEP ON DREAMING
THAT I AM FLYING HIGH
TO THE PLACES I HAVE NEVER BEEN
LIKE A FAIRYTALE STORY THAT IS NEVER ENDING

i WONDER HOW MY LIFE WOULD BE?

bY,
Juliette Rosalind Maryland..
Love me,Love u readers!!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Apakah masih ada cahaya???







hidup ini indah
tapi di hatinya
gundah
pasrah
kerana yang indah itu
bukan apa yang dimahu

tapi hatinya
tidak patut berasa begitu
tapi kadangkala
menjelma rasa benci itu
bagai syaitan membisik kata
meluap-luap api dendam tercipta

tapi iman di hatinya
cuba menangkis segala bisikan kata
hingga menitis air mata
bilakah akan akhirnya derita??



kerana aku tidak bisa mengungkapkan derita
dengan kata-kata

kerana bukan aku
peluah derita kepada mereka
aku hanya ada Dia
yang bisa memahami aku
yang bisa mendengari aku
yang bisa memujuk aku
yang bisa menenangkan aku


Semua teman yang ada
tidak bisa untuk aku kongsikan segalanya
kerana bukan aku
untuk meluah kata derita
yang hanya menyeksa jiwa

aku lebih memilih
berbicara denganNya
kerana hanya dia yang aku percaya
dan Dia tidak pernah sama
dengan yang lainnya

Maaf jika aku tak bisa padamkan semuanya
kata dusta daripada dia
hanya kerana perwatakannya
aku jadi menyalahkan semua

Oh,Ya Allah...Apakah masih ada cahaya???






Lukisan jiwa,
NUR ANIS BTE NORDIN

Monday, February 7, 2011

Molly Ford

http://smartprettyandawkward.com/

The link above is one of the best bloggers i had found in the world..
Well done to Molly Ford..You are awesome...

Yours sincerely,
Juliette Rosalind Maryland.
Malaysia.

CNY holiday

It is just nice..=)
Thanks for Suha and Wan that had sent me to Sri Putri that morning.
I am touched..huhu..
U all are such a very very good friend..
May Allah bless you Guyz..



Here is the new look for the new year..hehehe...Weirdly Awesome...


Sunday, January 30, 2011

Cinta Sakti

Mimpi itu datang lagi
Dan ianya amat indah sekali
Membuatkan jiwa berwarna-warni
Bagai dongeng cinta abadi

Kisah cinta
putera dan puteri
Yang dalam diamnya saling mencintai
Tapi mana mungkin
Meluahkan isi hati
Kerana hati ini
Hanya untuk cinta sakti
Cinta yang tidak akan pernah menyakiti
Itulah kuasa dari yang Abadi

Tapi mimpi itu juga
menduga hati dan matanya
dengan khayalan dunia
yang indah-indah dan nyata

Dan pada saat mimpi itu datang lagi
jangan pernah kita manusiawi
menenggelamkan diri
hingga lupa zikir di hati

Kerana cinta dari yang Abadi
Jauh lebih suci
Tulus dan Sakti
yang menjadi perisai diri


By,
NUR ANIS BTE NORDIN

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Dead with Codes




I am not sure,why is this happening to me right now but i am not supposed to feel in that way.
Yeah,what i am talking about is
the programming codes..
I am so happy if i could run the codes successfully ..really happy
but once it displays "u have error...bla..bla..bla.."

I felt so HEADACHE..really..omg..What is happening..
Suddenly,i really felt like a volcano at my head..
But i am not exploding yet....yeah..not yet..huh..

This is so driving me crazy and i felt like i want to run away..
huhuhu..run away and come back with a book..
and continue work..huhu..

Hopefully.life gets better the next day and also the next,next day...

By,
Juliette Rosalind Maryland

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

I cried again


huhu..


I cried again..
Because of the movie
"Ice Kacang Puppy Love"
The story is just amazing..
Eventhough, it is so simple,but there is a part, where i am
really ,really,really, impressed by the idea of the story.
A part when all of them were at the junction..
When Botak saw Ma Lin was hugging another guy and at the same time
Ayam Goreng told Botak's sister that he likes her and at the same moment,
When her sis said "I dont want anyone else,except Putera Idaman" and again,
at the same time,Putera Idaman passed by.
Wow,the idea is so fabolous..
Congrats to the movie director and all the crews..
It was a really great and wonderful job..

And in the story,omg..
Botak should had told the girl that he loved her ,before she left..
Just give the letter to her before she go..
omg..huhu..he would be happy if he would just let her know..
Coz seems like the girl likes her too..
And it is just a matter of they are too friendly as a "friend" i guess..
And Botak do not dare to confess his feelings..

And guyz out there!!!,U all should learn something from this movie.
So,if u do love someone,u must let her know,
at least,u will be better if u did that coz..
no matter how is the situation between the two of you after that,
i am sure u will not be regret in the future and it will just be nice.

And if u do get a rejections,do not be sad,because maybe the girl just wanna give
a simple test to evaluate the loyalty in u..haha..
Sound crazy ,right??Love u readers!!

And just ,right after i had watched the movie,all of sudden,the rain is pouring..
Same lyrics with my tears..
huhu..
Just like the journey of love had just begin to me..
em..SO funny..
I will always keep on dreaming all my life..
And yes,i love to dream
Because dreams would lead me to fantasy
and it is so much better than reality..

And i would always be the main actress in the Fairytale Story..

LOVE,
Anis..

Monday, January 24, 2011

A dream of true love




I am so crazy with the song by Bruno Mars-->Love the way you are

Since the first time,i am listening to the song,i cried.The lyrics are so beautiful and it touch my soul deeply..huhu...
I hope that one day,a man will sing this song especially for me and only me and only me..

And when i ask "Do i look okay "..he answered...."(as in the song)"..hehe
haha..crazy Anis..=)

Its okay..
but the lyrics really shows an appreciation to a girl the guy in love with..
He appreciates the girl just the way she is and that is called so true love..
And true love never ends..
It is alive
forever and ever
and no matter what happened
they remains together..
and it makes me wonder..

With whom will i be in the future..

who wanna be my lover??haha..

--A dream of true love--

By,
Anis (Juliette Rosalind)..=)

Here is the lyrics:
------------------------------------------------------
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful


And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Solve it by plan it.





Solve it by plan it..


yeah,today is Wednesday and seems like the work load is gettin more and more and
even more challenging..

Life is gettin busier but never let u be less happier,right?
but,sometimes,there are things that keep u worried.

But,sure,there is a solution to any problems.
Only the time will show the way to u.

And no matter what happen..
We need to be more patient and put a little more effort for each of challenges that we had to go through.

I will always said to myself that actually life is all about problem solving.
and it will always be in that way..
And when i am gettin older,i felt that planning is also the most important part that we need to consider in our life.

But,do remember:
We could be the best planner but Allah will determine what is good for us.
And things always happen for a reason.

By,
Anis

Monday, January 17, 2011

Puan Siti Rokiah Binti Siwok




Yesterday,i felt so right.
Safe and secure.
Alhamdulillah.

I went to a clinic on foot and when i was walking in the middle of the road,
a very kind lady stopped by and she asked me"Nak tumpang tak?".
I quickly answered "Boleh jugak".

And i got into her car and i gotta knew that she is the lecturer of FPPSM and her name is Puan Siti Rokiah Binti Siwok.Thanks a lot Puan.May Allah bless you and grant your every single wishes.
And i am so glad that i met her..thanks Allah.

I learnt a lot from her.

She told me a few facts that is very useful in everyday life:

1)DOA is so powerful
2)We must tried to help others and put ourselves in their condition.
3)Hadith of Prophet Muhammad said that if we ease the burden of others,Allah will ease our burden too.

Oh ya Allah,i am so glad that i met her and my heart is melted because i knew that she has that golden heart and very very IKHLAS.

In my life,even me,myself,are not sure whether i am doing something for myself or really ikhlas.

But,i knew she got that IKHLAS that came from the golden heart that she owned.
I wish that i could also be able to do what she is doing if i own a car in the future.

Puan,if you read this,i posted this just for you..=).
I do not have your number and your email.
So,i tried to reach you by anything that i could do.
Thanks a lot.You are able to save my time by not queuing at the clinic yesterday and i could learnt many lesson from you.

You are such a great educator.

Oh ya Allah,i am so glad that i met her.Alhamdulillah.

By,
NUR ANIS BTE NORDIN
SOFTWARE ENGINEERING
FACULTY OF COMPUTER SCIENCE AND INFORMATION SYSTEM.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Seed of Hope-16 Jan 2011




Today is one of the most amazing day in my life.
I got a chance to be the narrator of the program Seed of Hope.
A programme which creates human awareness on the environmental sustainability and it is kinda fun.
Because:
1) I could inspire others on what they could do to help save world life.
2) i got to meet many people
3) i make many new friends
4) I got interviewed by the journalist and a professional photographer is taking the photo during the interview all the time..haha..surely i like =)

So,do love the environment and it is better to do something rather than none.

And it is never too late..

By,
ANIS

Thursday, January 13, 2011

13 Januari 2010

At workplace,
i enjoyed myself and make myself crazy with my programming task.



my pictures at the office

Anis gone weirdly awesome..haha..
what am I talkin'

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Knight and Day

Knight and Day is a title of an English movie that i had just watched currently and the actions was great.

Wow,it was really,really impressive and i just could say that is the best movie i had ever watched for now.

It is unstoppable awesome.
It was really driven me crazy too..haha..
I like the actions especially when the buffalos are gettin over them haha..
And when Cameron Diaz on the bike..

Wow,feel like i wanna have that kind of experience too..
Someday..haha..i am crazy..

By,
Anis

Monday, January 10, 2011

A miracles

Remember,yesterday
by the end of the day before 12.05 am
I wish a miracles happen
and it came true

haha..
Yeah,i managed to format my laptop
with a help from a friend ,..,
and the meeting that
nite was going on very well and as usual i tried to
be involved in their discussion.

Perhaps,things are running well during the programmes.

Alhamdulillah..sweet dream..

By,
Anis

Patiently waiting


I am not sure what is happening ..
Downloading Windows 7 really put me into a big patience .
I wish i could have it right now and format my laptop right away.
I am in a good day but the end of the day seems some kind of disappointment.
Perhaps,it will not last long and i am going to move on with anything i have from this Windows Xp,huh..
Life like that,right?
Who knows right,before 12.05 am ,a miracles happened and today will end up beautifully,yeah..we will see.

I still have meeting tonight and see whether some magic appears and make me smile..haha
Turning unhappy to happy ..haha..
What a jokes..
But,sometimes it is nice to have a lot of challenges.

It could upgrade your level of patience in life..haha..
Certainly,u gotta believe me..
Days by days,u are going to have a nearer distance towards your success and everything is just gonna be okay and nothing is going to stop u from being more popular,famous and successful each day.

Inspire urself and u will know that life is so beautiful.

By,
NUR ANIS BTE NORDIN

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Falling in love

A week almost come to an end.
It was a new journey..and
wonderful
I never taught that i will like to try my programming skills and learn as mush as possible but this new journey had given me a new look.

I hope that i could be the best programmer one day.
And with that skills and also balancing myself in every aspects,it will put me into a higher level in the organization that i will be working for.

I will be looking forward to have a Microsoft Internship in Singapore for next year.
And perhaps Allah would have given me a chance to have the job that i had dreamed of.

I will put the best effort in order to prepare myself for overcome challenges
and i knew that life challenges are never ending.

Of course,that is the only way to have a success because success is a journey and not a destination.

We just need to be more patient each days.=)

Have a good day,BRILLIANT READERS!!
I LOVE YOU..

By,
NUR ANIS BTE NORDIN

Monday, January 3, 2011

Hye everybody!!



Today is 3rd January and i had started my practical training.
It was wonderful,Alhamdulillah.
I just cant wait to finish everything and finish my final semester and got a job.
I am not sure why am i feeling like so matured nowadays.
Maube coz i just reached the age 21.
I am not sure but i noticed some differences.
the way i am thinking..especially..
It is no more fun first..
But life should be fun and happy.
And that is it.
I wish everyone who read my blog would have a wonderful and colourful 2011.

And i hope that i am ready for whatever things that is going to happen in the future and dont ever look back.

That's for now..
I miss my family and friends especially those who is true friend.

I need a life..
NUR ANIS BTE NORDIN
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